Dear Hillary & the U S of A

Dear Hillary:

My deepest sorrow that you did not win the election (well you really did because you won the popular vote so far – its just the bonky electoral college bs that beat ya. boo and grr).  While i did not vote for you in the primaries – preferring the progressive of Bernie Sanders – i did vote for you in the national election.

And i did stay up all night almost gnawing at my nails and pulling out my hair as i saw the voting results tumbling in.

it felt as if we all were in free fall – that the impossible, the unbelievable, and the inane was coming to be.

im still a bit shell shocked.

yesterday afternoon a wee little girl came up to me and asked
“who did you vote for?”
and not knowing her or her parents politics i said
“well im not sure if i should say”
and next she said “my mommy voted for the girl.”
and then “did you vote for the girl?”
“yes” i said.  “i voted for the girl”
and she said “the boy is mean, isn’t he?”
to which i said the truth “yes, he is rather mean”
and then she said “if she wins – she will be the first girl president”
to which i said “yes she will”

and this reminded me of another wee child who held my hand as we skipped down a sidewalk in manhattan many moons ago who said looking up at me
“are you going to vote for Obama?”
and i smiled big (as i had not reservations about voting for Obama nor of what his parents might think)
and he said “good because Obama is just like me”
and when i raised my eyebrows to ask him to elaborate
he replied “his parents are Black and White like mine”
to which i looked back at his parents and smiled
and then he said “imagine someone in the White House that looks like me”

and so i did and we all did and many of us made it possible and it came to be

and the Republicans spent every second they had fighting this beautiful person and they vowed to fight the person who “looks like me” if she became president

and so we see Sexism and Racism and Capitalism and Nationalism are very dangerous

but as the earth moves around the sun today – i am thinking of some positives because to live in fear is to feed hate.  and i am not a hater.  i know LOVE triumphs over all – so i am looking for what WE – the people – are to do in the days and years ahead.

1. dont believe polls
2. get everyone you know and love to register to vote and to vote in every single election until the next presidential election and vote then too
3. challenge the Republicans to be just, right, and good
4. know that while social media is great a sharing information – it is also great at spreading lies
5. the electoral college prevents direct democracy

we need a truly progressive party to raise up and make the US great

cuz she has never truly been great and i love the US   i truly do but the electoral college is bullshit

Hillary won the popular vote – that should be enough

why do we have this gate keeper – this electorial college with its weird assortment of voting delegates that throws an election away from what the people voted for?

we are not a democracy and we perpetuate this shit – the powerful stay in power

and little girls have to say – not today.  not today will there be someone like me in the White House – when all over the globe in developing nations and developed nations – Women have ruled their world.  But nah not so much in the US of A

and this is what trump means when he says – make America Great Again – he means return to a society where women are property and objects and Black people are treated like criminals and Latinos are assumed to be rapists and disabled people are mocked

the people should and can be trusted – demolish the electoral college

direct election – popular vote wins
one person one vote

or just keep on with the same ole same ole – 2 steps forward and 3 steps back

see ya at the rEVOLution folks

and now i continue to grieve – not just for family but for our country tis of thee

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NAH

nah

 

i cant do it

 

i cant resume blogging

 

all i want to do is to shout out that folks need to vote and i will.  at the same time im really nervous – more nervous – ie TERRIFIED about The Donald sexual predator running the country – but also worried about Hillary Clinton running the country – too hawkish and too complicit / corrupt for me but vote i will for the candidate with a vagina cuz:

  1. its long overdue and
  2. Donald is dangerous – period

so there is no need for me to returning to blogging or vlogging just to rant with the rest of folks on social media and…

i dont have the energy or the desire

grief is too big and many other things are calling

this space may grow dusty and cobwebby but still has some old gems that lots of folks still visit and many colleges seems to be linking too so ill keep it up but not so much alive as in i wont be adding post unless of course until i do.  or i dont but for now …

gone fishing

me

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Hello – its me!

heye all
thank u to the various folks who have inquired about the silence over here at People of the Hand Eye.
nothing personal – its just that Facebook has taken over the lives of many folks my age who live on their handheld devices and the past few years i’ve been busy with something important
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enough said – i dont feel like sharing my grief with the world but i will venture out to make a post and see if it feels right to dust off the cobwebs and get this little space rolling again or ill roll back up the carpet and close the door
will see see which way the wind blows me
for now this:
1. thank you to each and all who have reached out to comfort me – much appreciated. greatest thing we can all do – is L O V E
so mucho gracias (see trump i can use a wee bit of spanish in a nice way instead of the only time u use it is to malign my brethren – u scoundrel u – which leads us to my next point…

2. Nasty Woman = V O T E R
yes i am a “nasty woman” and i hope you will be one too
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Vote vote vote all ye all
all ye weary and poor and huddled masses (yes i’m quoting from the statue of liberty and yes she is a 10)
vote cuz our country depends on it as do our liberties and our civility and our humanity
and yes while i aint really “with her” as in – i got some concerns about Hilary – i do definitely qualify to be categorized by Donald Trump as a “Nasty Woman” so what am i gonna do do ?
Vote for the first future woman president of the United States of America
(sorry bernie)
Ill be happy we have a woman – ill be happier we dont have trump and ill continue hoping and watching and worrying about the police state that wants to emerge and our imperialism and capitalism run amok.  but at least i wont have to be packing
UNLESS of course – enough of us Nasty Women and Allies do not get out and VOTE

so ya all just go ahead and do it – VOTE

then we can watch trump pitch a fit “rigged rigged rigged” your boat gently down the stream…

3Durr_BLM_mm.jpg. i made a bunch of art – i made it quickly because my wrist were majorly messed up after getting arrested at the Black Lives Matter (and they really should folks – Black Lives Should TOTALLY MATTER IN THE US of A so pls keep standing and making sure that they do)
you can see the art i made at: https://deafhoodwlove.wordpress.com/pds-art/
from the To Deafhood with Love exhibit at the Art Museum of Rochester (AMoR) and please hit the ARTISTS button so you can see the works by my comrade Surdists – Karen Christie, Laurie Monahan, and Nancy Rourke that were exhibited there also.

Thanks to each and all who attended and asked questions and discussed and dared to care.  It really moved me when someone would be looking at one of the pieces and they would put their hand up to their heart and shake their head from side to side.  Yep that shit sure do hurt and that other stuff sure do shine.

4. if ya got anything u wanna chat about or see me blog or vlog about, pls do leave a comment or send me a note – it will help more to move forward in opening up the windows and well u know – just move forward.  sometimes that is mighty hard to do cuz it means we will be moving further away from when a certain someone could hold your hand or give you a hug or sing your name or look deep into your eyes and say everything or just say “shit head” and make you laugh.  yeah i made myself cry.  and now we know why i aint been around here of late.  grief’s a beast.

stand as if your life depends on it

greetings all

i have been away

first to kansas where the De’VIA Curriculum III took place

the Teaching Artists are AMAZING people – truly dedicated, creative, and GOOD human beings.  Deaf schools are blessed to have these artist teachers and Deaf Artists in Residences (DAIR)

also away with me family – loving each other and struggling – things are hard as parents age and our hearts walk outside our bodies

so now a wee message from me on the 4th of july – Stand the #uck up folks

really – it is long overdue.  we all gotta be awake, aware and active.  While i was in kansas – amy cohen efron brough us up to speed about Karl White and company killing the Rhode Island Lead-K bill.  not cool folks not cool.

and so i will be honest with you – unless everybody cares a whole awful lot – its not going to get better its not (loosely quoted from the lorax)

Deaf schools are a natural habitat for the endangered species of Deaf ASL children.  Look around and there are fewer and fewer Deaf ASL children while there are more and more children with cochlear implants – by teenage years most of these implanted children will be given some form of sign language – mostly in their mainstream programs via their interpreters.  they will not have ASL language models, they will not have any one teaching them using a Deafhood pedagogy, they will be told that they failed (look familiar?) they will be told that their parents failed (sound familiar?) they will be told that there are super star Cochlear implantees all over the global fully “restored to society”

they will be told many more lies and falsehoods and Deaf schools will continue to shrink and close their doors

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STAND by P. Durr 2016 acrylic on canvas board

the 2nd wave is upon us and Dr. Karl White is the chief architect of this “finishing the EHDI revolution” u can see his paper plotting out how to invade, infiltrate, and implement the Oral Aural Only imperialism all over AGAIN.  aint we already done this twisted dance before?

sooooo while i was in Kansas i made a wee bit of artwork – reflecting on what Amy had told us about Dr. Karl White and the RI Lead K bill and trying to muster up courage in participating in Nancy Rourke’s challenges while amongst some very amazing artists

the artwork was inspired by a creepy picture of Dr. Karl White holding an innocent baby with a bizarre red smile and red marks on their forehead https://www.usu.edu/science/unwrapped/images/uploads/Karl_White.jpg and then having his new born hearing device that he promotes all over the globe as part of his Mormon missionary mantra to make Deaf children be able to talk with their parents and want to go home for the holidays despite the fact that i know many Deaf oral folks who do not go home for the holidays. The newborn screening device changes into a gun while red tainted bullets that shoot through the Lead K bill that is shaped in the outline of the state of Rhode Island.  in the middle is a black hole.  the wee baby Karl holds is in outline only because too many Deaf lives are rendered invisible as the neo-eugencists try to create a hearing-like race out of the Deaf folks and the wee thing is about to be tossed into the black hole.

in the center is a hand stand with a third eye holding the waving Sign Union flag in the colors of (yellow, turquoises and dark blue).  there is a door way under the hand stand and there are many lite vigil candle flames in solidarity of victims and survivors of oralism.

the only thing that will stop the 2nd wave of Oralism from sweeping away Deaf centers (Deaf schools, Deaf clubs, Deaf lives, etc) is for us to STAND and be counted.  to engage in activism and ARTivism.  to confront oppression with truth force and soul force.

i harbor no bad feelings towards Karl White or other aural / oral extremists.  i harbor no ill feelings towards many of our Deaf leaders who have enabled Dr. White and EHDI to raise to the point it has.

All i want is for us to stand for that which is right, just and true.

The oppressor needs liberation as much as the oppressed do.  We challenge with a firm and just love.

To all who went to Denver to challenge #AGBELL2016 thank you.  To all who will go to the NAD and challenge them as they have not implemented an anti-language deprivation bill and they have not sufficiently challenged AG Bell Association, EHDI, and Oberkotter foundation and others thank you.

It is time for us to do direct, peaceful civil disobedience before it is too late so we do not continue to see this Deja vu-like cycle of violence and discrimination against Deaf children, their families and adults.

 

 

Whack goes Oralism RULERS

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Repressive Means by P Durr

 

Whack goes the RULERS

Dr. Barbara Kannapell recirculated her pow pow “let my people go” letter (click link to see the letter) to AG Bell Association from 2011 and Roger Claussen left an important testimony in the comment section so i asked him if i could post it as a blog post here and he said yes.  Thank youRoger

And just so you all know this is not all ancient history because:

  1. it was not THAT long ago and
  2. it is STILL happening.

I #hit you not.  i met a young man a couple of years ago who said that one day a speech pathologist got frustrated with him because he was not pronouncing a word correctly and she grabbed a YARD STICK (not even a ruler but a YARD STICK) and whacked him in the mouth.  He yelled out in pain – another teacher heard him and came to check if all was alright and the LSL specialist said everything was F I N E.

This happened just a couple of years ago to a Asian Deaf young man with cochlear implants in the US of A.

He then went home and told his parents and said he was going MUTE.  He would NOT try to speak for anyone because it invited abuse.  They accepted because he was a junior in HS and that is when young Deaf folks tend to start to assert their somebodiness and parents cant claim parental choice and cuz rulers and yard sticks are for measuring – not for metering out punishment and cuz that #hit aint cool.

If this chap had not shared his story with me – i might have been less inclined to believe Roger Claussen – yet despite already having been RECENTLY introduced to this “method” of the jealous mistress – Oral  aural onlyism – i still felt shock and outrage at reading Roger’s story below.

This is REAL folks.  dont even try to tell me its a thing of the past because:

  1. it aint
  2. even if it was – we need to get this stuff out to the public because the more i learn the more i am applaud and
  3. i know there is alot more that i dont know

we need to shut this #hit down N O W

#agbelllies #liesagbelltoldmyparents #endaudism #iwillneverforget #webelieveyou
#whyLSLhurts

thank you Roger for singing these songs of Truth

Scroll down for more De’VIA Surdists works featuring RULERS

Roger C. comment:——————————–

Barbara – Great comment! To: AGB believers, I grew up as a deaf child attending Arizona School for the Deaf in Tucson. My parents were not deaf and did not use sign language at all at home.

In the classroom, we were forced to be oral. My teacher(s) often used a ruler to “whack” my lips if I didn’t pronounce it right. I would think I said the word well. But then my lips would get whack. I hated trying to use my voice , hated speech. For example: the teacher repeatedly had me to say word “baseball” for many days and I still failed. Why weren’t the teacher(s) focusing on the more important subjects such as English, Math, Reading, etc.

At lunch time I would often sit with the high school students in the cafeteria. I had easy / free communication with them using ASL and learned from them. As many young deaf back then and even today being around peers and in a social setting/ environment increased my language and signing skills. For me at that time more so than in the classroom.

When I entered middle school, I was thrilled to see teachers using ASL. However, later my family moved to San Diego. I had to attend a local oral school and forced to use bulky hearing aids. I met about 15 deaf students in the classroom. The students knew practically nothing about sign language and were very behind in most all subjects. I was also shocked to see students aged between 12 to 20 years old in the same classroom.

That teacher taught us to SING with our voices and we would practice the same song for months and then put us in assembly for hearing students to hear our voices. Unbelievable!!!! We were mocked by them. At the end of the school year I told my friends “This coming fall I will transfer to California School for the Deaf in Riverside (CSDR)”. My teacher took me to a private room and talked with me using sign language. I was shocked he could sign and he told me he was glad that I am going to CSDR where I can get better education. Then he told me that if he used sign language in classroom and he will lose his job. It was clear to me that deaf students and teacher were oppressed.

Two years later 7 of my former classmates transferred to CSDR. It was obvious they were starved for communication by using ASL and a better education and socialization.

To AGB believers: Allow the deaf children to be themselves! You have a responsibility to share the truth and the facts to parents, who often get high or false hopes that their deaf child/children are better off in oral schools than schools for the deaf which use bilingual (ASL/English). Let’s work together for the betterment of our deaf children and their future.

 


Video by Shawn Efrink – Making the invisible VISIBLE – you can’t do Oralism without abuse (Shawn stands in front of a building that houses the new location for the St. Joseph institute of which Shawn is a survivor of and of which promotes Oral Aural OnlyISM – ie LSL – Listening and Spoken Language)

I don't support LSL Specialist abused Deaf cochlear implant children (students).

A post shared by Shawn Elfrink (@popemistress) on

another short video by Shawn Efrink- calling on us to “Break the Rules”(Shawn stands in front of a building that houses the new location for the St. Joseph institute of which Shawn is a survivor of and of which promotes Oral Aural OnlyISM – ie LSL – Listening and Spoken Language)

Mr.Renck, My Strict Oral Teacher. (a chamber in "My Inner Maze") Prismacolor pencil 2016. David Call.jpg

Mr.Renck, My Strict Oral Teacher. (a chamber in “My Inner Maze”) Prismacolor pencil 2016. David Call

2.IwillNeverForget

I will never forget by Ellen Mansfield

YOU! Mr. Renck my strict oral teacher. Graphite 2014. David Cal

YOU! Mr. Renck my strict oral teacher. Graphite 2014. David Call

3.Iwillneverforget.no.2

by Ellen Mansfield

Why Nyle’s the Jewel of the Nile

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Nyle dancing sweeping Mabel Bell off her feet in front of the Volta Bureau – digital art by Shawn Elfrink

Why Nyle DiMarco is the jewel of the Nile in my eyes:
1. not cuz he dances so pretty but rather cuz he dances the truth – he dances about the oppression of Deaf folks via the jealous mistress – oralism = the banning of sign language and the systematic push for Deaf folks value to be measured by their mouths and their ears

2. not cuz he is so hot & will probably be picked by People Magazine to be the Sexiest Man of the Year – i really ain’t a fan of lookism (look it up – its a real word) but rather because he proves beyond a shadow of a doubt that speech and audition – ie talking and hearing are not the great equalizer or liberator

3. not cuz he is all over the internet and popular culture – i aint really big on popular culture but rather because he uses his popularity and celebrity status for the GREATER Good. he has uttered words that most of our “leaders” barely mention – he has talked about the harms of Oralism – banning Sign language from the lives of Deaf children. he has talked about Language Deprivation. he has talked about the beloved Deaf community. He has not made this moment be ABOUT him but rather about JUSTICE – that is huge

4. not cuz he is gonna make everything all better for Deaf folks cuz he is not – no single person could or should do that but rather because he is not afraid to take a stand for that which is just right and good. too many Deaf folks think they must – talk pretty, walk pretty, get flies with honey, sell out, etc etc to eventually some day feel safe enough to stand for the truth but Nyle did not wait. he did not minimize what it is like to be a Deaf person amongst all Hearing contestants on ANTM – he called it what it was “language deprivation” – he suffered through it for the goal of winning and visibility. he did not just make dances that were inspiration pornish – he made a dance that was Pow Pow truth telling. he has the courage of his convictions and acts on them

so what i hope for Nyle and all of us is:
1. keep that courage a rolling. keep singing those songs of freedom

2. keep experimenting with creative and artistic ways to express the Deaf experience both resistance of oppression and affirmation of all that is good about being DEAF

3. keep destigmatizing what it means to be Deaf and celebrating Deafhood

4. keep pulling down the mask of AG Bell Association and all the various corporations and systems that promote the biggest LIE OF THEM ALL – the lie that a person must hear and speak to function in society, and that a person’s intelligence is measured by their ability to speak, and that hearing sets you free, and that normalcy is all the rage

Sensory diversity, gender diversity, sexual diversity, neuro diversity etc ROCK

and now a wish – a deep and heart felt wish that Nyle’s spirit does not get adversely affected by fame. Fame is a horrible beast and not anything i would wish upon anyone. it can mess with the mind worse than any addiction or malady i have ever seen. My wish is that it does not taint or destroy Nyle’s spirit. My wish is he will always remain grounded via his family, bestests, and beloved community and that he will continue to give back and not give in.

and for us – my wish is – we do not sit back and expect him to be all and do all. We all got work to do. Creating, Caring, Challenging, and Celebrating. On ward march. its a love reEVOLution

May Day & Other Items

Just a quick note

-11. May Day, May Day
May 4, 2016 the Deaf Grassroots Movement is calling upon Deaf & Deafblind & All to come to go to their state capitols to campaign for EEC

Employment

Education

Communication

this is the first nationwide mobilization of Deaf folks that I know of – hope you will be there – check out the Deaf Grassroots Movement on Facebook https://www.facebook.com/Deaf-Grassroots-Movement-DGM-799439450175504/

and see http://www.tdgm2015.org/

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2. AG Bell highway

We all know that AG bell took the low way – stealing the phone, cheating the real inventor, stalking Mabel, and waging an unholy war against ASL that is still fought all over the nation – and now some folks in Canada wanna name a stretch of a highway in AG Bell’s honor – NO WAY!  http://banjosworld.blogspot.ca/2016/04/alexander-graham-bells-awful-legacy.html?m=1

Please take some time to do a peaceful shout out against this error

3. Statue of George
Amy Cohen Efron is calling for a statue of good ole Geo. signing DEFEND to grace the Deafspace of the Soreson building at Gallaudet.  I second this motion of such a marvelous notion.  And PLEASE when this becomes a reality – hire a D E A F sculptor.  George W. Veditz would want that.

See Amy’s vlog at https://youtu.be/MM8HOBPoJYM

(thank u Shawn for the info on Banjo’s blog and Amy’s vlog)

4. investing in New Zealand Sign Language
Wow weee – aint it sweet when a nation invests in Natural Sign Language for Deaf children – New Zealand is investing $11 MILLION dollars in New Zealand Sign Language for the kiddies – ohhh gosh one of the best elixir for language deprivation

http://www.stuff.co.nz/national/education/10424693/11-million-boost-for-sign-language-in-schools

5. AG Bell Assoc. monologue vs dialogue
no news of AG Bell Association President Sugar being true to her words of wanting a dialogue by accepting the Gallaudet students’ invitation to campus.  Come on AG Bell and Co. schools gonna be out soon and you will have missed the opportunity and your bs will be busted and folks are gonna remember come Fall.  so do the right thing and pay them a visit for a nice heart to heart or keep spinning your web of deceit only to be out shined by a bunch of rocking bilingual college students.  The option & choice is yours.

6. Language Deprivation is part of ACE – Adverse Childhood Experiences
When is language deprivation and the denial of ASL and Deaf culture in the lives of Deaf children going to be recognized as a form of ACE = Adverse Childhood Experiences?????

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From CDC

http://www.cdc.gov/violenceprevention/acestudy/about.html

and see what it could / should be like – Petersen and Rems-Smario

P. 21-22 click THRIVES below

 

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